I'm sorry I abandoned you blog, But I'm back. Hear me roar.

This didn't fit in the profile section.. pshh.. Character Limit Shmaracter shlimit. 

I keep saying that one day i'm going to write a book so.. i'm sick of just saying that and am now going to begin DOING it - starting out with this bloggy blog here, to test the waters and create a space where I can type out my thoughts and feelings and impressions and opinions and observations and philosophical theories and takes on life in general that flow in and out of my mind regularly but until now have remained undocumented.. i'm starting to think that perhaps i should start doing just that.  So I will.  And it will be uncensored and unfiltered and in the RAW - kinda like a transcript of whats going on in my head at any particular moment in time where I will put it down in words instead of just saying "i should really write that down" and then don't - or do, but then lose whatever it is i wrote it on. haha.  Keep in mind that everything that does end up on here is completely from the heart and written with great passion and compassion and honesty and just ... the me that I don't let many people see or am not given the chance to show - all layed out in a totally random and in no particular order kind of way, of course.  But maybe it'll be cool and people will want to read it and maybe some things will make an impact somehow somewhere - only time will tell i suppose. Tick Tock, Tick Tock.

I'm so passionate about writing but also intensely passionate when it comes to photography.  It invokes the poetry within  the very core of all that is me; and as a result, inspires me to document said poetic musings in my writing.  The following is a clear multi layered example of what I'm trying to explain, freestyle:

Photography and the art of documenting all that my eyes have managed to experience and find...effectively exposing each moment that inspires me...that somehow strikes me and compels me
to capture and create an image of historical proof some random existence -
some small piece truth (because the camera never lies...)
forever freezing all that I see and all that i find,  from the grotesque to the things that perplex...
the complex and the simple.. the tragic and the magical.. moments of celebration and of course,
all that is beautifully divine...
basically anything
that catches my eye...
blue like the sky
and always observing the
moments which exist
beside us and around us
chaotically colliding 
in this climactically sporadic crazy fucked up world..
i aim to discover what is and what i believe to be a world which thrives invisibly, differently...
worlds that are all around us,
perhaps there are many layers of existence beyond that which we know...
many realms that are unseen, i would like to find the ability to skip amongst these places and spaces in which i have affectionately named the "in-betweens"
of what we as a species  perceive and what we dream.
Connecting the two together in search of a greater meaning.  :)